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In Trouble Again 2
Published Wednesday, November 23, 2005 by rivka | E-mail this post
*sighs* Today... was... hard. I cleaned, and cleaned, and CLEANED. I'm not complaining, just exaggerating my point profusely. *g* On top of normal life, and having to work on a totally seperate project, I cleaned my room and the bathroom spotless for 7 1/2 hours. I'm convinced the baseboards in the bathroom haven't seen the light of day (until now) since they were put there... I also have a new, very thorough, appreciation for Lysol. Oh and one other thing: it's one thing to find yourself wearing a single item of clothing that aggravates you, but when it's EVERY single thing you put on throughout the ENTIRE day, it's a completely different story... especially when wedgie from h*ll follows you around constantly.
But, despite all that, I feel really good right now. And so does Rico. I'm forgiven, my debt is paid, and all is well in our world again...
Since last night was sort of a first for us, I was curious to know what had been going through his mind... (a part of our online conv.)
me: i want to know what you were thinking last night...
me: everything that was going through your mind *curious smile*
Him: when?
me: you know when
Him: that i'm surprised just how much i like this lifestyle
Him: and how much better it makes me feel
Him: and how proud i am to have someone like you
*MELTS*
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In Dreams
"And in dreams I am free
falling into what is not;
what will be what is.
It's this intense hatred
for reality twisted
in an obsession of hope
Defy the stagnant
life that speaks only
what can be but wills not.
God's grace,
not my self fear
of what I think
I cannot be."
-rivka