The side of my life that grows and changes with my interests and discoveries pertaining to the D/d and D/s world, with respect to my spiritual convictions/sensibilites. (This page is best viewed in Mozilla Firefox)
Right so... I'm still not over it. But in a better light now. The more I think about it, the more OK I am with it all. That little twitch you get in your stomach when S/O gets that *look* and that *tone* in his demeanor... is something like the feeling I've got. It's a humbled feeling, an anxious feeling; a submissive feeling. I've decided to look at my decision to be happy with his judgment as an act of submission. There will always be things he decides that I don't necessarily agree with, or would do myself. Why not start now disciplining myself to accept it no matter what?
On a separate note, I asked Rico for a list of six things he'd like to see changed in me (my personality, my actions, etc.). Thankfully, he only came up with two, lol.
1) Don't get to the point where I absolutely freak out
2) Don't walk/stomp/stalk away when I'm frustrated with him or something we're talking about.
This week I'm going to try and respect him more. When I get irritated (whether it's with him or not), I get mouthy and become disrespectful towards him either in word or in deed. I want to change that and I'm going to sincerely ask him to help me. . . EEK!
On a separate note, I asked Rico for a list of six things he'd like to see changed in me (my personality, my actions, etc.). Thankfully, he only came up with two, lol.
1) Don't get to the point where I absolutely freak out
2) Don't walk/stomp/stalk away when I'm frustrated with him or something we're talking about.
This week I'm going to try and respect him more. When I get irritated (whether it's with him or not), I get mouthy and become disrespectful towards him either in word or in deed. I want to change that and I'm going to sincerely ask him to help me. . . EEK!
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- rivka
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In Dreams
"And in dreams I am free
falling into what is not;
what will be what is.
It's this intense hatred
for reality twisted
in an obsession of hope
Defy the stagnant
life that speaks only
what can be but wills not.
God's grace,
not my self fear
of what I think
I cannot be."
-rivka
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- Loving DD
- Spanking Bethie
- Wheelsucker (Jo's Blog)
- Joannie Writes
- Sue's Place
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- Life In Motion
- Chris's Blog (Sparkle's husband)
- Caia's Journey
- RandC Personal Correction
- My Spanko Diary
- Pieces (SarAdora's Blog)
- Susie A's Journal
- Whisperings Of My Soul
- Leah's Blog
- Christian Domestic Discipline
- The Spanked Wife
- Head of House
- Spanking Good Time (Tiggr)
- Bliatz
- Dave and Am
- Domestic Discipline Diary
- Cease Resistance:Spanking Ree Again
- The Enchanted Palms Blog (Lenora's Blog)
- SarAdora's Spanking Erotica
- Fiction In Motion
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