The side of my life that grows and changes with my interests and discoveries pertaining to the D/d and D/s world, with respect to my spiritual convictions/sensibilites. (This page is best viewed in Mozilla Firefox)
SNN tagged me like a week ago... and I'm finally getting around to doing it! Sorry about that - so here goes:20 years ago I...1. Wasn't alive - oops, bet some of you were surprised by that one.2. 3. 10 years ago I...1. Was carefree.2. Was a complete TomBoy.3. Fell out of a tree and fractured both my wrists, but never went to a hospital or even told my dad.5 years ago I...1. Was addicted to the internet (some things never change, lol).2. Learned to play guitar.3. Fought off suicidal thoughts and hatred.3 years ago I...1. Was an emotional wreck.2. Didn't have very many friends.3. Re-dedicated my life to Jesus.1 year ago I...1. Was just about to tell Rico about D/d ... *g*.2. Dealt with my dad's severe mood swings.3. Realized that I had a lot of emotional problems I needed to work through.So far this past year I...1. Have fallen more and more in love with Rico as we delve deeper into D/d and D/s.2. Started my own blog.3. Decided that full-time college is not for meYesterday I...1. Started a new painting2. Went into the city (I despise traffic) and picked up some incredible potato wedges on the way home.3. Got to see Paul and spend some time with him.Today I...1. Worked some more on that painting.2. Got irritated at my Dad because he's having one of those mood swings.3. Laid down because my back is killing me.Tomorrow I will...1. Probably work some more on this painting.2. Avoid doing anything strenuous.3. Talk to Paul and maybe see him for dinner with his family.In the next year I will...1. Get much better at painting and photography.2. Become a better submissive to Rico.3. Hopefully (everybody pray!) get married!In the next minute I will tag...1. Everybody because I don't feel like tagging anyone specific. *g* 2.3.
OK... this kind of stuff is just funny to me: News Story
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In Dreams
"And in dreams I am free
falling into what is not;
what will be what is.
It's this intense hatred
for reality twisted
in an obsession of hope
Defy the stagnant
life that speaks only
what can be but wills not.
God's grace,
not my self fear
of what I think
I cannot be."
-rivka