The side of my life that grows and changes with my interests and discoveries pertaining to the D/d and D/s world, with respect to my spiritual convictions/sensibilites. (This page is best viewed in Mozilla Firefox)
I just can't wait... to fall asleep in the same bed as the man I've loved wholeheartedly for three and a half years.
I just can't wait... to see that familiar "I want to spank you SO bad" look in his eyes, and know that his will in the situation is completely unrestrained.
I just can't wait... to kneel at his feet.
I just can't wait... to feel free to look sexy for him, to be sexy for him, and to give my body to him for his full pleasure.
I just can't wait... to feel the tightening of my collar and his hands around my throat without a fear of what people might think.
I just can't wait... to serve him with all my heart as unto the Lord (Colossians 3:23-24).
I just can't wait... to allow my mind to divulge into every depth of its imagination.
I just can't wait... forty-seven more days.
Or can I? Thankfully, God has given us both the strength and grace to make it till the end.