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Published Tuesday, April 03, 2007 by rivka.
I just can't wait... to fall asleep in the same bed as the man I've loved wholeheartedly for three and a half years.
I just can't wait... to see that familiar "I want to spank you SO bad" look in his eyes, and know that his will in the situation is completely unrestrained.
I just can't wait... to kneel at his feet.
I just can't wait... to feel free to look sexy for him, to be sexy for him, and to give my body to him for his full pleasure.
I just can't wait... to feel the tightening of my collar and his hands around my throat without a fear of what people might think.
I just can't wait... to serve him with all my heart as unto the Lord (Colossians 3:23-24).
I just can't wait... to allow my mind to divulge into every depth of its imagination.
I just can't wait... forty-seven more days.
Or can I? Thankfully, God has given us both the strength and grace to make it till the end.
In Dreams
"And in dreams I am free
falling into what is not;
what will be what is.
It's this intense hatred
for reality twisted
in an obsession of hope
Defy the stagnant
life that speaks only
what can be but wills not.
God's grace,
not my self fear
of what I think
I cannot be."
-rivka